love and rainbows.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

We got to know each other for.... 2309 days till date.

Let's keep this love going till 02.06.2030 to celebrate our 9999th days (and many more!)

I'll be 44 and u'll be 52! =D

1:20 AM

innocent always

Monday, April 20, 2009

You ask me, ‘are you still alone?’
And I just laughed

I am loving someone,
I have someone to love

You seem to worry about me,
Telling me there is someone
that you would like me to see

Do you know that I do also have a great lover?

Someone that I cherish so much that I had to hide
That someone, only I can see him

He is only visible to my eyes
I will keep him locked in my lips forever
Only the tears that fill my eyes know

I don’t want to have him
I don’t want to be greedy
I just want to love him

Can you see I am not alone
So don’t worry about me so much
I’ll introduce him to you someday
Can you see my tears filled up in my eyes say?

That person is you

What a great sad love song...

10:58 PM

innocent always

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

The resentment and vexation still bothers me but.. not so much as before. Maybe I have learn to accept myself a little bit more. Just that whenever I'm in my empty hours, this insecure feeling made me so..... hesitancy about my choices.

I need to redirect my life and to live in accordance with my means and principles.

I had to grow up!And stop being a victim of the whole insecurity affair.

Learn to appease my soul in order to lead a beautiful life.

I'm inspired to travel round the globe... to re-discover how wonderful life would be.. hopefully I can bring this to realization. =) Not to be greedy.

10:11 PM

innocent always

Monday, February 9, 2009

Piriton jab, hydroxyzine & cetirizine tablet = zonked out.

They not only act as antihistamine, but also for anxiety! These sedating drugs had me zzzz for hours and i'm still feeling light...

I've nv slept for SO long... after jab at 8am, zzz till 3pm, ate for 15 mins, zzz till 730pm, ate, then lao sai!, floating ard, 11pm now... i'm drifting away.

Okay, nite folks.

10:51 PM

innocent always

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Life has been very good during this last quarter of 2008! And everything seems too good to be true. =)

I just luv this "retail therapy" thingy. Spare the details, I'm luving my pretty vaio and nice round tummy which sits just nicely below my boobs. =(

Mr Sim likes to feed my tummy with ALOT of stuffs. If i wanna eat this, i CONFIRM can get it.. which is very bad, and he always make sure I get to eat that. Like last sun when tummy feels like digesting steak, one hr later we're at amk jackplace with lovely steak&chicken combo. -___-"""" Work has been okay. Pretty much the same old thing everyday, with weird people around though (glad there's fav food @ workplace! hahaa)

And yeah, i've FINALLY went for laser skin resurfacing!!! Baby sponsored half!!! heee heee!

It's ablative kinda laser - "erbium:YAG". Just had my 1st session yst and my whole face look like major sunburnt. Hopefully everything will be okay after downtime of 4 days. I've chosen this Doc after reading gd reviews online! He gave me 20% and throw in 2 FOC laser treatment since i'm in medical field. ^^ One impt thing, he TOTALLY understand my plight! With those stupid pitted holes, chicken pox scars, freckles/pigment (thanks to tanning during poly days!) and those comedones which are the PRs living on my face!

His scars are still there and look similar to mine, just that his are much deeper (prob his breakout is much worse than mine). Also he explained theres no 100% renewal. Yea, i noe.. if i wanna have 100%, I'll just opt for cosmetic surgery and become, FACEOFF! =P Seldom u'll see asethetic docs with not-so-perfect skin. heh heh! So yeahh! I'm glad that he understand my woes and aims to perfect my complexion. ^^

Total of 4 sessions (6 weeks apart each)and I'm done with it! Next appt will be just after CNY! Hopefully i can get mid-yr bonus then I'll get another laser treatment. ( Mr Sim, u no need to sponsor me this 2nd treatment, if theres any la!)

All the above love, fun and food... credits to my Mr YesMan! or YesMaoz! Thanks for ur willingness to 'stuff' food with my tummy and granting my wishlist! I hope next year will be a better year!

NY resolution :

1) Better complexion
2) Save money!! 10k? =(
3) SLIM DOWN FOR GOODNESS SAKE!

I luv 2008, just that the death statistic seems pretty high this year...

6:47 PM

innocent always

Thursday, December 4, 2008

its been a long time since i get to hear such a beautiful song... every chosen word, sentences, verse... just so lovely.

愿意合上眼才能美梦无边
别让悔熏乌了从前
也许碎片才能让回忆展颜
何妨瓷花拼凑明天
谁带我寻获幸福的模
却自己谜中困锁
谁为我留下缱绻的天涯
信物是抹晚霞

思念如燕它飞舞舌尖
若是真爱配尝几分苦甜
意念婆娑时间里推磨
追随到何处才结果
燕如针线在青空缝编
几幅女红将以泪缀点
誓言斑驳
情雾只是经过
风雨中且让我
盈步婀娜

10:43 PM

innocent always

Monday, November 24, 2008

i think i'm sick. flu bug. Now i wanna get high fever. =) so that i can shed some fats and MC. haaaaa haaaaa HAAAAAA

tired. zzzz

10:14 PM

innocent always