=) Ure flying back again and i noe i juz gotta wait patiently for just one more week. Hopefully this time u're back for good!
And granny's situation is under control (hopefully)... just need to wait another 2 months for follow-up. But shes upset and negative abt the whole thing... esp those injections. Well, as long as it doesnt require to stay in ward, everythings fine...
so, 6 weeks and counting....
♥ me luvs u
7:42 PM
innocent always
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Clearing up the room and found some memorable things..
Our first meet-up: 17th Jan 03 at hougang HANS 2nd: Came to look for me when im working at redhill and got me a angel keychain w my name on it. 3rd: Suppose to have dinner at pasir ris fishermen village but u're down with gastric flu. 4th: Came to look for me when im working at DG and had dinner at fish&co 5th: 14th Feb 03 went for our first official date.
and gotten us a pair of stainless rings on 23rd March 2003 (sun) 05:39:10 pm [i still kept the receipt]
Wonderful and lovely memories. =)
Today is mid-autumn festival, u're back in sg but i've yet to see u. These few days im all teary and feel like numbing myself by working very hard/meeting all friends -close or notclose/shopping. So much so im tired and weary. And the chinese medicine is eating my energy away.
I skipped lunch and slept my afternoon away from 3 to 8pm. I wish i could haf slept longer till mon morning, so that i noe i juz need to go work, back at 730pm, dinner, and back to sleep. Cycle repeats.
Y do i haf so much things to worried about. Ah ma is gg for her eye checkup at Mt. E tml and I can foresee it's a sticky situation, and i gotten into something i wish i dun have to. Ive thyroid problem. I need to do series of medical checkups and i dread to do so. I have yet to get referal letter, yet to take blood test, yet to do necessary arrangment. Wo hao lei.
I wish i could just sleep away and everything will be back in proper setting.
I wish i could tell myself and believe that ure still in KL and cant meet me so that I wun be as disappointed as how i'm feeling right now. I wish i could understand ur situation but im not thinking properly these few days. My heart is taking over me and ive lost.
I wish u can be right here now and wipe my problems away. Because I'm really sick and tired.
So tell me, what's the point? wats the point??
Do you love me enough? Do you know how much is enough?
9:30 PM
innocent always
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
SAT'S DBL O was.. totally AWESOME. 5 shots and shared a jug. I luv my girls.
Wat's in the club, stays in the club. =) nice.
9:30 PM
innocent always
Friday, September 5, 2008
my sis's pay is 2.7k and i'm completely sianed.
randoms: Yst there's some guests in my house (that man's business partners/frens).. theres this really young guy, age of 26, he's a manager in standard chartered bank. O_O!!!! and he is very very nice looking (those that goes pubs/clubs!). It's totally O_O!!! to see such fine looking man in MY HOUSE. He dropped by for dinner n wine-d with that man and friends, and discussing abt bank loans... and he can afford to approve a 200k loan to that man. O_O!!!! Hen qiang lor!! And mom was saying.. she noe his other 2 apprentices and they are as yandao as him and younger somemore!! whalao ehhhh!!! I was thinking, how the hell my mom got to noe such rich yandao kias?!! -faints-
Another guest, came with his dad who is that man's boss. Chit chat with him etc and we became some sort of friend?. Cos i forgot how to make new friend.. duh!!He's quite a funny guy and he's age of 29! A genius in networking and now studying econs. -_-" His networking project can get him 10k per assignment. pardon me but i need to WHALAO EHHH again. And he look totally studioussss! omg la. he dun play msn, no games.. only his networking stuffs cos he wans me to use his lappie...to play some puzzle games like sudoku my favourite! And wat i saw in the desktop is all work-related folders! All these was before i know his dad is that man's boss.
So after they left, cos his dad is dead drunk at my house (4 bottles of wine!), mom told me he's very rich. O_O!!!! AGAIN! His dad has like, 20 over shops, 2 brothers working in bank, mother having her own business,... SIGH!!! Y all the rich are SO DAMN RICH!?! And why are they in MY HOUSE!?!? And i got to noe his son, which i didn noe he's a rich also!?!?! I felt so insulted!!!! Scary part was, before his dad leave my house.. he asked me whether I've got bf cos he wanna introduce his son to me(yes, the one who befriend me!). BAFFLED! But it's okay. Cos he's drunk! But my mom mentioned that his mom would like me to be their daughter-in-law. WHALAO EHH!! i dunno whether to be friends with his son or stay away!
I totally cannot take the blow man!!! and totally insulted. Like i appear to be super poor when they're around.
Maybe i shld just mix with same level kind of humans cos I realised I'm easily attracted to guys who are focus/successful in their life - main reason why I'm into older guys like my MAOZ. HAHAHA! Maoz is super focus in everything! Focus in work, focus in sleeping, focus in eating, focus in life! =) Focus in me!
Talk abt my maoz, missing him like NUMB CAN!? If he's back in SG, i think i dunno how to stop the missing-him feeling! mushy i noe, but.... it's so true. Maybe need a few days seeing his real face then the post-missing feeling will go away.....that happens when he's at ireland last year also!! I can say i miss him very much IN FRONT OF HIM after he's back in SG for about 3 days.
I'm seriously lovesicked.
9:26 PM
innocent always
UNICORN
danielle frances
24
LOVES
dim sum
bags
sunbathing
sleep
travel
hugs
HOPE
surprise boarding pass
skinnier
more time
happiness
