love and rainbows.

Thursday, October 18, 2007

I was reading some book reviews via books.guardian.co.uk & Amazon.co.uk and came across this para:

Love thrives on a certain kind of distance,
that it requires an awed separateness to continue.
Without that necessary remove, the physical minutiae of the other person grows ugly in its magnification.

Some food for thought ya? This prob shall be my next buy.

7:33 PM

innocent always

Why you?

Becos to the depths of me, i long to love one person with all my heart, my soul, my mind.

Becos i need a forever friend to trust, who loves me when i'm unlikeable, who sees the small child in me.

Becos you learn to eat hot/spicy food even though you used to avoid them.

Becos you willing to change light bulbs for my house.

Becos i need to cuddle in the warmth of the night, with someone who thank God for me, with somone i feel blessed to hold.

Becos loving you is a discipline.

Becos you let me brush your thick eyebrows and apply nail polish on your toenails.

Becos in Love, it requires falling in love many times, always with same person and that's you.

Becos love is the language that every heart speaks.

Becos we love to eat alot and willing to lao sai.

Becos Love is silent understanding, mutual respect, sharing and forgiving. And that makes allowances for human weakness.

Becos you prefer me to give you haircut and not others, even though i ruin your hair everytime.

Becos you wanna go dental surgery for wisdom tooth together with me!

Becos love cannot be brought, yet you given me yours willingly.

Becos i wanna grow old with you.

Becos you're willing to let me pull your armpit hair!

Becos you're the only weakness that can made me tears but also my only strength to make me smile everyday.

Becos when i'm sad, you take the pain away with your joke.

Becos you make sure I have everything i need.

Becos you always know what to say when I'm mad at you.

Becos you always act like a retard to make me laugh.

Becos both of us are scared of lizards and black beetles.

Becos you're not embarrased to say or do anything infront of me.

Becos you made me defend you and not be scared.

Becos you love to sleep as much as i do.

Becos you know how to make me happiest when i'm feeling the worst!

Becos the way you sing just made me smile.

Becos you know how to be cheesy when i'm PMS-ing.

Becos you are the only one that thinks I'm cute.

Becos you are the only one that gets my joke and laugh!

Becos you listen to me talk for hours on my long stories that have no meaning at all.

Becos you know how to speak my mind, and... my stomach.

Becos you can make my heart melt with your words.

Becos you know i hate going your house due to the 4 cats, but i dunno why i'm there every week.

Becos you know how to make me love you. And hate you at the same time.

Becos i like how you always make my bolster so soft and 'smells'.

Becos i promised myself to love you in good times and bad times with all i have to give and all i feel inside.

Becos i love your thoughtfulness.

Becos i like your language and you're amazed by mine too. 'maozzz maozzz'!!

Becos you run along with my pace even though u can run 100x faster.

Becos you know how much I love stickers, like how i know how much you love keychains and figurines.

Becos you pick up a habit from me and you're enjoying it. That's 'nua-ing'.

Becos you bring me to eat my favourite food.

Becos you willing to stayover at my place whenever I need a comfort due to workstress.

Becos you know how to irritate me and then make me laugh after that.

Becos you know when I'm full or I'm hungry.

Becos you can accept my stupidity.

Becos you never promise me anything, but I knew you had already promise all your heart's devotion to me and a love that's ever true and strong.

Becos you're always the theme of my dreams.

Becos you rarely says the 3 magic words, my heart just awed whenever the 3 words pop up in the weirdest moment.

Becos you love me whenever we're together, and love me when we're apart .

Because because because of You.

Becos you know I need you becos I love you.

Happy happy 29th Birthday! I wanna spend the rest of your birthdays with you! It could be so nice to grow old with you. =]

10:11 AM

innocent always

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

I'm a sucker for these:
Calpis water!!!MEIJI's!!! super high!!

10:52 PM

innocent always

Monday, October 15, 2007

YEAH!!

10:47 PM

innocent always

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

I love this morning's sweet greeting from Mr Sim. So now, I shall play the boyfriend role and dedicate this song to my beloved girlfriend Mr Sim!! =))

Yes you're lovely, with your smile so warm
And your cheeks so soft,
There is nothing for me but to love you,
And the way you look tonight.

With each word your tenderness grows,
Tearing my fear apart...
And that laugh that wrinkles your nose,
It touches my foolish heart.

p.s/ AND YES! His trip to KL is CANCELLED! muahahah!!!
p.s.s/ I 'downloaded' more than 15 versions of the same song, cant seem to find who is this singer. argh! So ahem! MR SIM, sing me this song pls? heh!
p.s.s.s/ I'm a tiny weeny creature in u!

10:42 PM

innocent always

Monday, October 8, 2007

My current crazes:

-Toyota Rush 1.5L Gets really excited whenever i spot a Rush on road!
-Ipod Touch (glitches but awaits further review) my bank says No, so gotta wait for xmas!

I've got about 60 working days till year 2008. sigh. My bf is leaving to KL for work again. sigh. I'm doing the worst shift for work this week. sigh. I'm feeling frustated becos my right eye is swollen and there's 2 small blisters on my eyelid. sigh. I'm always lack of sleep. sigh. I'm starting to miss my bf. sigh. I'm........ sigh. I feel like forking out 300 bucks for good pair of roller blades. sigh. I feel like learning new language, taiwan hokkien! hahaa... I feel like scolding someone. sigh. I feel like STOP WORKING and slack for 2 full months doing absolute nothing! sigh. I feel like sun tanning. sigh. I feel like going zoo. sigh. I feel like swimming in a hot hot wednesday morning. sigh. I feel like robbing bank. sigh. I'm a sad-case. SIGH!!!!

I'm gonna start missing him all OVER again!haix! arghhh! Cant celebrate his bday!! SIGH

p.s/ The bf said "lets go for dental surgery together!"

10:36 PM

innocent always

Thursday, October 4, 2007

Can you bring me to Slovenia? Lake Bled?

Give me a boat that will carry two And both shall row my love and I

9:11 PM

innocent always

Wednesday, October 3, 2007

Its amazin how my stomach/bowels can create such massive 'air-pumping' sound! Like my whole digestive system keeps twisting n turning like nobody's business. It's not hunger! They are just 'fermenting' and i'm having a hard time! The air just cant let out (burp/fart!) and tt's annoying.

I'm having a very bloated tummy, heavy menses (yes, close to a month period) and slight pms.

Thats all i wanna rant.

10:28 PM

innocent always