you only have one life, live once in this lifetime.
I regret this and that, but the best things I have?! Handful of close friends, great kapo ah-ma, hiao sister, a mother that I still trying to understand ( I cant regret on having this mom!) and of cos, him!
Hope these best things in my life will last forever and give me the courage to face every new day!
(with a sigh)!真无奈
10:53 PM
innocent always
Sunday, September 23, 2007
Yes yes, he called everyday. Which is why i'm not here complainin that i'm lovesicked. Work over there is FINISHED! So he's been castle-visiting since sunday morning!!! i'm so jealous! Keep telling me he's been touching those castle wall etc etc.... -___- I'm feelin totally sianed.. furthermore tml is start of another sucky week... sigh! I wanna see wat he gets for me.... since he said some 'gems'! Better be some irish style and not those that can be found here!
I'm totally into BRANDS. shit. My spendings are *&^%$ MUST CONTROL!!!! Please tell me these are ugly. And i LOVE REBECCA TAYLOR & SAMANTHA THAVAS WALLLET!!!!!!!
EDITED: he called again!!! going to another castle and cliff visiting!!! MA DEEEEEEEE! i'm super sianed! CAN I TAKE ONE WHOLE WEEK ANNUAL LEAVE?!
8:27 PM
innocent always
You ask me if I love you And I choke on my reply I'd rather hurt you honestly Than mislead you with a lie And who am I to judge you On what you say or do I'm only just beginning to see the real you
And sometimes when we touch The honesty's too much And I have to close my eyes and hide I wanna hold you till I die Till we both break down and cry I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
Romance and all its strategy Leaves me battling with my pride But through the insecurity Some tenderness survives I'm just another writer Still trapped within my truth A hesitant prize fighter Still trapped within my youth
This song reminds me of a close friend. If she ever sing this song, it will totally break my heart! So friend, if u're reading this, just stay strong and listen to your heart. Sometimes, Love is irrational and you will tend to get heartaches whenever you have to make a decision. Do not be bothered about consequences, if you 'feel' this is right, just do it. You and him still have a long way to go if things really work well, so just take things easy and not overstress yourself. Communication, time and more understandings. Wish you well!
12:02 AM
innocent always
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Feed me food and I exist. Feed me love and I live..
lovesicked-ruyi sucks!
He called me today!!!!! =))))) I hope my free incoming applies to oversea calls! Coz we like chat for the longest time via phone! The call was so precious.... like opening your birthday gift or something! omg! cant contain my excitment that I speak kinda loud thruout the conversation in public! So anyway, kinda culture shock for him.. like suddenly so many ang mohs! -__-" All look decently-cleaned enginneer and not those sweaty/dirty engineers in his STA. And their world news only applies to Europe/USA, not even asia! tsk tsk
Cant bear to end the conversation! arghhh But he assured me that he'll call me every alternate day if possible!! ^^~~ awwwwwwwwwwww hahaha.. <3
okie niteys! I can finally sleep well (and early!)!! Will upload pok's bday pic soon! heehee! Here's are some previews!
10:19 PM
innocent always
Friday, September 14, 2007
Each time I sent you an email, my heart juz kinda...aches!
I'm a true believer of 'telepathy', i juz.. can sense that u're thinking of me? hahaa.. or i'm thinking too much? But our telepathy always true!! Amazed but seriously no-fake!
And i guess that's something abt our 4 years +++ relationship. =)
I cant seems to put them in words, but each time we part (abruptly), we'll realised how to treasure our time together more... and how important he is to me (vice versa).
I always tot that both of us already 'lao fu lao qi' but seriously, we're very much 'into loving each other' emotionally, though there's not much of 'action-packed' honeymooners acts. Only he and myself understands this point.. so yea.. =)
It's a funny feeling though... hmm~
I miss you & love always.
12:09 AM
innocent always
Thursday, September 13, 2007
I think i'm gg crazy. Missing him terrribly that I think part of me is dying!!!
and
it's only DAY ONE!!
Not the 1st time out of sg due to work, but........... U KNOW?! sigh
He will be there for work @ Shannon Aerospace... Wed 12th morning flight.. Till 25th Sept.
I feel so..... sianed.
10:24 PM
innocent always
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
The only thing that excites me now is... pay increment! Rumoured to have at least 1.8 (-__-"..) Everyday to work, hoping to receive the good news from Dr. Yu.... and totally siansation towards working..
sigh
10:05 PM
innocent always
Monday, September 3, 2007
ゲド戦記 Tales from Earthsea
心を何にたとえよう What it is within my heart none can ever know 鷹のようなこの心 A heart like a falcon's is this very heart 心を何にたとえよう What it is within my heart none can ever know 空を舞うような悲しさを Lonely falcon in the empty sky.
A beautiful song that touched me deeply...and I feel really sad everytime i listen to it..
6:35 PM
innocent always
UNICORN
danielle frances
24
LOVES
dim sum
bags
sunbathing
sleep
travel
hugs
HOPE
surprise boarding pass
skinnier
more time
happiness
