love and rainbows.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Clearing up the room and found some memorable things..

Our first meet-up: 17th Jan 03 at hougang HANS
2nd: Came to look for me when im working at redhill and got me a angel keychain w my name on it.
3rd: Suppose to have dinner at pasir ris fishermen village but u're down with gastric flu.
4th: Came to look for me when im working at DG and had dinner at fish&co
5th: 14th Feb 03 went for our first official date.

and gotten us a pair of stainless rings on 23rd March 2003 (sun) 05:39:10 pm [i still kept the receipt]

Wonderful and lovely memories. =)

Today is mid-autumn festival, u're back in sg but i've yet to see u. These few days im all teary and feel like numbing myself by working very hard/meeting all friends -close or notclose/shopping. So much so im tired and weary. And the chinese medicine is eating my energy away.

I skipped lunch and slept my afternoon away from 3 to 8pm. I wish i could haf slept longer till mon morning, so that i noe i juz need to go work, back at 730pm, dinner, and back to sleep. Cycle repeats.

Y do i haf so much things to worried about. Ah ma is gg for her eye checkup at Mt. E tml and I can foresee it's a sticky situation, and i gotten into something i wish i dun have to. Ive thyroid problem. I need to do series of medical checkups and i dread to do so. I have yet to get referal letter, yet to take blood test, yet to do necessary arrangment. Wo hao lei.

I wish i could just sleep away and everything will be back in proper setting.

I wish i could tell myself and believe that ure still in KL and cant meet me so that I wun be as disappointed as how i'm feeling right now. I wish i could understand ur situation but im not thinking properly these few days. My heart is taking over me and ive lost.

I wish u can be right here now and wipe my problems away. Because I'm really sick and tired.

So tell me, what's the point? wats the point??

Do you love me enough? Do you know how much is enough?

9:30 PM

innocent always